A city wrestled down an addiction crisis. Then came COVID-19

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A city wrestled down an addiction crisis. Then came COVID-19

A banner decorated with the image of Jesus hangs outside a home as a mail carrier walks down the street in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. This beleaguered city offered a glimmer of hope to a nation impotent to contain its decades-long addiction catastrophe killing by the tens of thousands. The federal government honored Huntington as a model city to emulate. They won awards for this work. Other places came to study their success. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Sue Howland, center, walks down a street to check on someone who overdosed days before with fellow members of the the Quick Response Team, from left, pastor Virgil Johnson, Sgt. Greg Moore and Larrecsa Cox, Monday, March 15, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Howland, the 62-year-old peer recovery coach, nearly drank herself to death. She's been sober now for 10 years. "We're going to love them until they learn to love themselves," said Howland of the people she tries to help. "We're going to love them back to life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Joshua Messer, 29, shows off a tattoo he got in prison, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, while staying at his aunt's house just days after overdosing in Huntington, W.Va. Messer spent nine years in prison for an addiction-fueled burglary he barely remembers committing. In prison, he got 2020 tattooed on his chest because that was the year he was to be released, and supposed to be the year he was to be reborn. He'd gotten a job as a cook at a restaurant and won employee of the month but Messer said the pandemic created a "circle of nothing," that drove him and other people he knows to using more drugs. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Joshua Messer, 29, sits on the front stoop of his aunt's house where he is currently staying days after overdosing Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Messer was a high school basketball star, heading to college on a scholarship. He still brags that he was such a star athlete he once met the governor. But addiction took hold, to alcohol and pills. "I let my family down, now I'm trying to get it back together. I look at some people and it's sad how they look," he said. "I'm starting to look like that. I'm not better than other people. But I'm better than letting something take control of my life. I feel like I should be better than this." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Ashley Ellis, 34, shows a tattoo of a handwritten note from her fiancé, Brandon Williams, on her arm, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Ellis started using drugs in college and has tried many times to stop using. She met the love of her life, Williams, when they were both in recovery. "He had the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever known," she said. But shortly after their child was born, they both relapsed. Williams died of an overdose. Now she's determined to remain in recovery. "I think losing Brandon has been, quite possibly, what's going to save my life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
A police patrol vehicle sits along a stretch of railroad tracks in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. Huntington was once a thriving industrial town of almost 100,000 people. It sits at the corner of West Virginia, Kentucky and Ohio, and the railroad tracks through town used to rumble all day from trains packed with coal. Then the coal industry collapsed, and the trains don't come so much anymore. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
The message "RIP Debo" is spray painted on the apartment door that had been the home of 41-year-old Debbie Barnette, a mother of three, in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. Barnette, bold and headstrong, had struggled with addiction all her life. She overdosed many times and developed the infections that often follow injection drug use. By the time she sought treatment, the infection in her heart was too far gone to save. Lying in a hospice bed, her sister, Lesa, had to tell her she was dying. Debbie asked her why. "The drugs got you, babe," Lesa remembers saying. "They got you." The only peace Lesa has is that now she's finally free. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Jeff Carter, left, becomes emotional as he remembers his daughter, Kayla, while sitting outside his home, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Milton, W.Va. Kayla grew up in a small town 20 miles from Huntington, in a house with a swimming pool in the backyard. She was the middle child of three daughters. Kayla had a brilliant mind for math and loved the stars. Her family always thought she'd grow up to work for NASA. Instead, she was addicted to opioids by the time she turned 20. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Jeff and Lola Carter stand with their daughter, Amanda, and a framed photo of Kayla, their daughter who struggled with drug addiction, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, at their home in Milton, W.Va. Kayla was hospitalized in June with endocarditis, a heart infection common among injection drug users. It seemed like she was suddenly determined to live. In October, her mother couldn't reach her one Friday. She went to her apartment, and found her dead on her bathroom floor. They are still waiting for the medical examiner's report, but her father would rather never see it. It brings him comfort to think she died from a complication from her surgeries, and not that she relapsed and overdosed. Either way, the drugs killed her, he said. "The only thing about any of it gives me any relief at all," he says, "is knowing we're not the only ones." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
A blue light illuminates the bathroom in the Cookie Carnival laundromat to make it harder for drug users to find a vein in Huntington, W.Va, Thursday, March 18, 2021. The laundromat was among several local businesses to install blue lights at the height of the city's opioid crisis, when they would often find syringes left behind by drug users. "It was the only thing we could think of to do to help," said manager Misti Mann-France. "And it has helped tremendously." She said people have overdosed several times in the parking lot of their business. "I wish there was a solution to the bigger problem," she said. "There are so many out there on drugs, and it's sad, it really is." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, right, who leads the Quick Response Team whose mission is to save every citizen who survives an overdose from the next one, talks with paramedics at an overdose call in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. The formation of the team helped bring down the county's overdose rate. Then the pandemic arrived, and Cox watched it undo much of their effort: overdoses shot up again, so did HIV diagnoses. "I can't believe we've lost all these people. But sometimes, you just have to focus on the living," she said. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, who leads the Quick Response Team, sits in her car with a list of people to visit after giving a man on the street a supply of the overdose reversal medication naloxone to carry on him in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. The team tries to track down everyone who overdosed, searching for them in abandoned houses and tent encampments on the river, at half-million-dollar homes on the golf course, out on the rural roads that wind toward the mountains. If the people they find are ready for treatment, they get them there. If they aren't, they try to help them survive in the meantime. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, who leads the Quick Response Team which visits everyone who overdoses to offer help, knocks on the door of a home that suffered tree damage from a recent storm as she checks on a client in Huntington, W.Va., Friday, March 19, 2021. The pandemic proved the perfect storm for those already in the shadows: it drove them further into isolation, economic fragility and fear while at the same time upending the treatment and support systems that might save them. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Sarah Kelly, right, is embraced by Sue Howland, with the Quick Response Team, after Howland presented her with a coin marking Kelly's one-year anniversary in recovery, outside her home in Guyandotte, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. After struggling with opioid addiction most of her life, Kelly white-knuckled her way through the pandemic. "I didn't know where to stop and pick up the pieces. It felt like the task was too overwhelming to get out of the mess I made," she said. "How do you come back from this?" But she did, and it feels to her like a miracle. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Steven Ash, 33, stands for a portrait while working at the tire shop his family owns and where he overdosed just days before in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. Ash was 19 when he took his first OxyContin pill and his life unraveled after that, cycling through jails, he said. The last year has been particularly brutal. His cousin died from an overdose in somebody's backyard. He has a friend in the hospital in her 20s scheduled for open-heart surgery from shooting drugs with dirty needles, and the doctors aren't sure she'll make it. He had three agonizing surgeries himself from drug-related infections. He took more drugs to numb the pain, but it made things worse, a vicious cycle, he said. He knows he's putting his mother through hell. "I fight with myself every day. It's like I've got two devils on one shoulder and an angel on the other," he said. "Who is going to win today?" (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Misti Mann-France stands for a portrait in a bathroom at the laundromat she manages under a blue light installed to make it harder for drug users to find a vein, Thursday, March 18, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Hers was among several local businesses to install blue lights at the height of the city's opioid crisis, when they would often find syringes left behind by drug users. "It was the only thing we could think of to do to help," she said. "And it has helped tremendously." She said people have overdosed several times in the parking lot of their business, which includes the laundry and a video poker room. A local gas station chain and liquor store also switched to blue lights. "I wish there was a solution to the bigger problem," she said. "There are so many out there on drugs, and it's sad, it really is." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Sue Howland, a member of the Quick Response Team that tries to track down everyone who overdoses to offer help, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. The 62-year-old peer recovery coach nearly drank herself to death years ago, so she can relate to the madness her clients are facing. "We're going to love them until they learn to love themselves. We're going to love them back to life," said Howland, who's been sober now for 10 years. "The things that bring me the greatest pleasures now are priceless: waking up in the morning, the sunrise, being able to walk on a beach, hearing the birds sing, seeing a rainbow, seeing raindrops fall in puddles, seeing somebody smile. I tell people when they come into treatment, I say you're giving yourself a gift money can't buy." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Sarah Kelly, 37, stands in the doorway of her home in Guyandotte, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. After struggling with opioid addiction most of her life, Kelly white-knuckled her way through the pandemic. Then she navigated courts to get custody of her kids back after more than two years apart. Kelly's younger sister died from a heart infection from injection drug use in 2017, and her own addiction spiraled as she tried to numb herself from guilt and despair. "I knew there was this version of me still in there somewhere, and I knew that if I woke up every day and really decided to stay sober, I could get to be her again," she said. "I could look in the mirror and be proud of who I was, and my children could be proud of me." They live together now in a little house on the outskirts of town. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Joshua Messer, 29, sits for a portrait in his aunt's home where he's currently staying, days after he overdosed, in Huntington, W.Va., Tuesday, March 16, 2021. Messer was a high school basketball star, heading to college on a scholarship. He still brags that he was such a star athlete he once met the governor of West Virginia. But addiction took hold, to alcohol and pills. "I let my family down, now I'm trying to get it back together." He is covered in prison tattoos, and he likes bright colors and funny socks: he had Bugs Bunny on one foot and Mr. Potato Head on the other. He spent nine years in prison for an addiction-fueled burglary he barely remembers committing. In prison, he got 2020 tattooed on his chest because that was the year he was to be released and supposed to be the year he was to be reborn. He'd gotten a job as a cook at a restaurant and won employee of the month. He planned to save up money and open a landscaping business somewhere, get his own place and his own cat. Messer said the pandemic created a "circle of nothing," that drove him and other people he knows to using more drugs. He said he took heroin eight months ago for the first time and thought he could do it just once, but he woke up the next morning needing more. "I look at some people and it's sad how they look," he said. "I'm starting to look like that. It's sad. I'm not better than other people. But I'm better than letting something take control of my life. I feel like I should be better than this." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Larrecsa Cox, 39, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. Cox, a paramedic, leads the Quick Response Team that within days visits everyone who overdoses to try to pull them back from the brink. "You're not in trouble," she says, gives them the overdose reversal medication naloxone and offers help navigating their way to recovery. Huntington was once ground-zero for this epidemic. It was a hard-fought battle, but it worked. The county's overdose rate plummeted. They wrestled down an HIV crisis. Then the pandemic arrived undid much of their effort. "I can't believe we've lost all these people," said Cox. "But sometimes, you just have to focus on the living." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Ashley Ellis, 34, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Tuesday, March 16, 2021. Ellis started using drugs in college and has tried many times to stop using. She met the love of her life, Brandon Williams, when they were both in recovery. "He had the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever known," she said. "He was just a beautiful person." But shortly after their child was born, they both relapsed. They lost everything. They were living together on the streets, and Ellis' mom took in their children. They slept in abandoned houses and on picnic tables. Ellis was hospitalized from an infection, and found her way to recovery again, but Williams kept using. She saw on Facebook that a body was found in an abandoned house and she knew it was him. She could feel it. She dreads one day having to tell her children he died of an overdose. Now she's determined to remain in recovery. "I think losing Brandon has been, quite possibly, what's going to save my life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Jeff and Lola Carter stand with their daughter, Amanda, and a framed photo of Kayla, their daughter who struggled with drug addiction, Thursday, March 18, 2021, at their home in Milton, W.Va., Kayla Carter grew up in a tiny town 20 miles from Huntington, in a house with a swimming pool in the backyard. She had a brilliant mind for math and loved the stars. Her family always thought she'd grow up to work for NASA. Instead, she was addicted to opioids by the time she turned 20. "We went through living hell," said Lola. Kayla was hospitalized in June with endocarditis, a heart infection common among injection drug users. It seemed like she was suddenly determined to live. In October, her mother couldn't reach her one Friday. She went to her apartment, and found her dead on her bathroom floor. They are still waiting for the medical examiner's report, but her father would rather never see it. It brings him comfort to think she died from a complication from her surgeries, and not that she relapsed and overdosed. Either way, the drugs killed her, he said. "The only thing about any of it gives me any relief at all," he says, "is knowing we're not the only ones." (AP Photo/David Goldman)

A city wrestled down an addiction crisis. Then came COVID-19

A banner decorated with the image of Jesus hangs outside a home as a mail carrier walks down the street in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. This beleaguered city offered a glimmer of hope to a nation impotent to contain its decades-long addiction catastrophe killing by the tens of thousands. The federal government honored Huntington as a model city to emulate. They won awards for this work. Other places came to study their success. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Sue Howland, center, walks down a street to check on someone who overdosed days before with fellow members of the the Quick Response Team, from left, pastor Virgil Johnson, Sgt. Greg Moore and Larrecsa Cox, Monday, March 15, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Howland, the 62-year-old peer recovery coach, nearly drank herself to death. She's been sober now for 10 years. "We're going to love them until they learn to love themselves," said Howland of the people she tries to help. "We're going to love them back to life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Joshua Messer, 29, shows off a tattoo he got in prison, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, while staying at his aunt's house just days after overdosing in Huntington, W.Va. Messer spent nine years in prison for an addiction-fueled burglary he barely remembers committing. In prison, he got 2020 tattooed on his chest because that was the year he was to be released, and supposed to be the year he was to be reborn. He'd gotten a job as a cook at a restaurant and won employee of the month but Messer said the pandemic created a "circle of nothing," that drove him and other people he knows to using more drugs. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Joshua Messer, 29, sits on the front stoop of his aunt's house where he is currently staying days after overdosing Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Messer was a high school basketball star, heading to college on a scholarship. He still brags that he was such a star athlete he once met the governor. But addiction took hold, to alcohol and pills. "I let my family down, now I'm trying to get it back together. I look at some people and it's sad how they look," he said. "I'm starting to look like that. I'm not better than other people. But I'm better than letting something take control of my life. I feel like I should be better than this." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Ashley Ellis, 34, shows a tattoo of a handwritten note from her fiancé, Brandon Williams, on her arm, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Ellis started using drugs in college and has tried many times to stop using. She met the love of her life, Williams, when they were both in recovery. "He had the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever known," she said. But shortly after their child was born, they both relapsed. Williams died of an overdose. Now she's determined to remain in recovery. "I think losing Brandon has been, quite possibly, what's going to save my life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
A police patrol vehicle sits along a stretch of railroad tracks in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. Huntington was once a thriving industrial town of almost 100,000 people. It sits at the corner of West Virginia, Kentucky and Ohio, and the railroad tracks through town used to rumble all day from trains packed with coal. Then the coal industry collapsed, and the trains don't come so much anymore. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
The message "RIP Debo" is spray painted on the apartment door that had been the home of 41-year-old Debbie Barnette, a mother of three, in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. Barnette, bold and headstrong, had struggled with addiction all her life. She overdosed many times and developed the infections that often follow injection drug use. By the time she sought treatment, the infection in her heart was too far gone to save. Lying in a hospice bed, her sister, Lesa, had to tell her she was dying. Debbie asked her why. "The drugs got you, babe," Lesa remembers saying. "They got you." The only peace Lesa has is that now she's finally free. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Jeff Carter, left, becomes emotional as he remembers his daughter, Kayla, while sitting outside his home, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, in Milton, W.Va. Kayla grew up in a small town 20 miles from Huntington, in a house with a swimming pool in the backyard. She was the middle child of three daughters. Kayla had a brilliant mind for math and loved the stars. Her family always thought she'd grow up to work for NASA. Instead, she was addicted to opioids by the time she turned 20. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Jeff and Lola Carter stand with their daughter, Amanda, and a framed photo of Kayla, their daughter who struggled with drug addiction, Tuesday, March 16, 2021, at their home in Milton, W.Va. Kayla was hospitalized in June with endocarditis, a heart infection common among injection drug users. It seemed like she was suddenly determined to live. In October, her mother couldn't reach her one Friday. She went to her apartment, and found her dead on her bathroom floor. They are still waiting for the medical examiner's report, but her father would rather never see it. It brings him comfort to think she died from a complication from her surgeries, and not that she relapsed and overdosed. Either way, the drugs killed her, he said. "The only thing about any of it gives me any relief at all," he says, "is knowing we're not the only ones." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
A blue light illuminates the bathroom in the Cookie Carnival laundromat to make it harder for drug users to find a vein in Huntington, W.Va, Thursday, March 18, 2021. The laundromat was among several local businesses to install blue lights at the height of the city's opioid crisis, when they would often find syringes left behind by drug users. "It was the only thing we could think of to do to help," said manager Misti Mann-France. "And it has helped tremendously." She said people have overdosed several times in the parking lot of their business. "I wish there was a solution to the bigger problem," she said. "There are so many out there on drugs, and it's sad, it really is." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, right, who leads the Quick Response Team whose mission is to save every citizen who survives an overdose from the next one, talks with paramedics at an overdose call in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. The formation of the team helped bring down the county's overdose rate. Then the pandemic arrived, and Cox watched it undo much of their effort: overdoses shot up again, so did HIV diagnoses. "I can't believe we've lost all these people. But sometimes, you just have to focus on the living," she said. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, who leads the Quick Response Team, sits in her car with a list of people to visit after giving a man on the street a supply of the overdose reversal medication naloxone to carry on him in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. The team tries to track down everyone who overdosed, searching for them in abandoned houses and tent encampments on the river, at half-million-dollar homes on the golf course, out on the rural roads that wind toward the mountains. If the people they find are ready for treatment, they get them there. If they aren't, they try to help them survive in the meantime. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Larrecsa Cox, who leads the Quick Response Team which visits everyone who overdoses to offer help, knocks on the door of a home that suffered tree damage from a recent storm as she checks on a client in Huntington, W.Va., Friday, March 19, 2021. The pandemic proved the perfect storm for those already in the shadows: it drove them further into isolation, economic fragility and fear while at the same time upending the treatment and support systems that might save them. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
Sarah Kelly, right, is embraced by Sue Howland, with the Quick Response Team, after Howland presented her with a coin marking Kelly's one-year anniversary in recovery, outside her home in Guyandotte, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. After struggling with opioid addiction most of her life, Kelly white-knuckled her way through the pandemic. "I didn't know where to stop and pick up the pieces. It felt like the task was too overwhelming to get out of the mess I made," she said. "How do you come back from this?" But she did, and it feels to her like a miracle. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Steven Ash, 33, stands for a portrait while working at the tire shop his family owns and where he overdosed just days before in Huntington, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. Ash was 19 when he took his first OxyContin pill and his life unraveled after that, cycling through jails, he said. The last year has been particularly brutal. His cousin died from an overdose in somebody's backyard. He has a friend in the hospital in her 20s scheduled for open-heart surgery from shooting drugs with dirty needles, and the doctors aren't sure she'll make it. He had three agonizing surgeries himself from drug-related infections. He took more drugs to numb the pain, but it made things worse, a vicious cycle, he said. He knows he's putting his mother through hell. "I fight with myself every day. It's like I've got two devils on one shoulder and an angel on the other," he said. "Who is going to win today?" (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Misti Mann-France stands for a portrait in a bathroom at the laundromat she manages under a blue light installed to make it harder for drug users to find a vein, Thursday, March 18, 2021, in Huntington, W.Va. Hers was among several local businesses to install blue lights at the height of the city's opioid crisis, when they would often find syringes left behind by drug users. "It was the only thing we could think of to do to help," she said. "And it has helped tremendously." She said people have overdosed several times in the parking lot of their business, which includes the laundry and a video poker room. A local gas station chain and liquor store also switched to blue lights. "I wish there was a solution to the bigger problem," she said. "There are so many out there on drugs, and it's sad, it really is." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Sue Howland, a member of the Quick Response Team that tries to track down everyone who overdoses to offer help, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. The 62-year-old peer recovery coach nearly drank herself to death years ago, so she can relate to the madness her clients are facing. "We're going to love them until they learn to love themselves. We're going to love them back to life," said Howland, who's been sober now for 10 years. "The things that bring me the greatest pleasures now are priceless: waking up in the morning, the sunrise, being able to walk on a beach, hearing the birds sing, seeing a rainbow, seeing raindrops fall in puddles, seeing somebody smile. I tell people when they come into treatment, I say you're giving yourself a gift money can't buy." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Sarah Kelly, 37, stands in the doorway of her home in Guyandotte, W.Va., Wednesday, March 17, 2021. After struggling with opioid addiction most of her life, Kelly white-knuckled her way through the pandemic. Then she navigated courts to get custody of her kids back after more than two years apart. Kelly's younger sister died from a heart infection from injection drug use in 2017, and her own addiction spiraled as she tried to numb herself from guilt and despair. "I knew there was this version of me still in there somewhere, and I knew that if I woke up every day and really decided to stay sober, I could get to be her again," she said. "I could look in the mirror and be proud of who I was, and my children could be proud of me." They live together now in a little house on the outskirts of town. (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Joshua Messer, 29, sits for a portrait in his aunt's home where he's currently staying, days after he overdosed, in Huntington, W.Va., Tuesday, March 16, 2021. Messer was a high school basketball star, heading to college on a scholarship. He still brags that he was such a star athlete he once met the governor of West Virginia. But addiction took hold, to alcohol and pills. "I let my family down, now I'm trying to get it back together." He is covered in prison tattoos, and he likes bright colors and funny socks: he had Bugs Bunny on one foot and Mr. Potato Head on the other. He spent nine years in prison for an addiction-fueled burglary he barely remembers committing. In prison, he got 2020 tattooed on his chest because that was the year he was to be released and supposed to be the year he was to be reborn. He'd gotten a job as a cook at a restaurant and won employee of the month. He planned to save up money and open a landscaping business somewhere, get his own place and his own cat. Messer said the pandemic created a "circle of nothing," that drove him and other people he knows to using more drugs. He said he took heroin eight months ago for the first time and thought he could do it just once, but he woke up the next morning needing more. "I look at some people and it's sad how they look," he said. "I'm starting to look like that. It's sad. I'm not better than other people. But I'm better than letting something take control of my life. I feel like I should be better than this." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Larrecsa Cox, 39, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Thursday, March 18, 2021. Cox, a paramedic, leads the Quick Response Team that within days visits everyone who overdoses to try to pull them back from the brink. "You're not in trouble," she says, gives them the overdose reversal medication naloxone and offers help navigating their way to recovery. Huntington was once ground-zero for this epidemic. It was a hard-fought battle, but it worked. The county's overdose rate plummeted. They wrestled down an HIV crisis. Then the pandemic arrived undid much of their effort. "I can't believe we've lost all these people," said Cox. "But sometimes, you just have to focus on the living." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Ashley Ellis, 34, stands for a portrait in Huntington, W.Va., Tuesday, March 16, 2021. Ellis started using drugs in college and has tried many times to stop using. She met the love of her life, Brandon Williams, when they were both in recovery. "He had the most beautiful soul of anyone I've ever known," she said. "He was just a beautiful person." But shortly after their child was born, they both relapsed. They lost everything. They were living together on the streets, and Ellis' mom took in their children. They slept in abandoned houses and on picnic tables. Ellis was hospitalized from an infection, and found her way to recovery again, but Williams kept using. She saw on Facebook that a body was found in an abandoned house and she knew it was him. She could feel it. She dreads one day having to tell her children he died of an overdose. Now she's determined to remain in recovery. "I think losing Brandon has been, quite possibly, what's going to save my life." (AP Photo/David Goldman)
In this photo made with a medium format film camera, Jeff and Lola Carter stand with their daughter, Amanda, and a framed photo of Kayla, their daughter who struggled with drug addiction, Thursday, March 18, 2021, at their home in Milton, W.Va., Kayla Carter grew up in a tiny town 20 miles from Huntington, in a house with a swimming pool in the backyard. She had a brilliant mind for math and loved the stars. Her family always thought she'd grow up to work for NASA. Instead, she was addicted to opioids by the time she turned 20. "We went through living hell," said Lola. Kayla was hospitalized in June with endocarditis, a heart infection common among injection drug users. It seemed like she was suddenly determined to live. In October, her mother couldn't reach her one Friday. She went to her apartment, and found her dead on her bathroom floor. They are still waiting for the medical examiner's report, but her father would rather never see it. It brings him comfort to think she died from a complication from her surgeries, and not that she relapsed and overdosed. Either way, the drugs killed her, he said. "The only thing about any of it gives me any relief at all," he says, "is knowing we're not the only ones." (AP Photo/David Goldman)